Why Do I?

by Chii

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when it doesn't go my way
a little shove little push
and you got me going loose again

"just try again"

I can hold it all together
if I breathe
If I think
that it's not the end of my little world

but I tried
now it's time...

I always seem to say I won't
then I start to choke
in my head I'm asking why
I always cry

* why
do I cry
all the time?
there I go again

I try
to let it slide
but I cry

do I cry
all the time?
even when I say

your tired eyes"
I still I cry

some would think
always crying makes you weak
but every tear
every gasp
helps you push it even more in the past
till you feel better at last

When you build up a wall around your heart
"no nothing's wrong"
"I'll be okay"
little lies will slowly tear you apart
that's what I tell myself anyway

and though right now I feel okay
it's kinda hard to say
if tomorrow will be dry
or will I cry..?



released November 4, 2015
Written by Alexander Garza and Christi Arredondo
Produced by Promwolf



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